i've been reading your atomic pressure posts and you have no earthly idea how much they mean to me. some of the struggles you are facing i cannot relate to, but some of them i can. i'm in the process of rebirthing my social life since ethan left. a lot of his friends were and still are my friends, but i'm realizing now that i never really had to try to have my own separate life with my own friends. it may not be as extreme a case as yours is, but it's so hard. and i'm quiet. dont get me wrong, i can have my happy, exciting moments with my friends when we let loose of life and be happy, but a lot of the time i just observe. my life is in my room on my computer doing school, and when i go out with people all i can about is how i dont really know what to do without ethan there to keep me sociable. so reading your posts are really ultra encouraging to me.
uhm. also, i think that your talent and amount of personality exceeds most all the people i have ever met ever. you have to be the most individual person in my life. heh. once again, not to sound like a creeper, but you are one of my rolemodles. i'm not even kidding. if you've ever left a huge impact on someone you hardly know, it's me. "
-anonymous
people like this give me the will to carry on
thank you (:
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